To day is one year ago since I laid in a hospital bed in Provo Utah. Being very sick, sicker than I have ever had been and how sick you ever were going to see me.
Luckily I had a man next to me. Constantly watching over me. Helped me clean up around my apartment during my sickest time, he cooked dinner for me, washed my dirty laundry and gave me lots of hugs, compliments, love and comforting. This man was getting to know me during the worst time of my life. This man fell inlove with me while I was very sick, crying and smelled sweat 24/7. This man loved me like no one ales.
Today, a year ago, he took school off  just to drive me to the hospital, for the 8th time. He waited, as usual, while the doctors put me under and took some exams/samples.
This man was the first person I  saw when I woke up. He was now cleaning my face, fixing my blanket and my hair. I took his hand, asked him to stop for a while,He was happy to se ma waken, I was happy to him next to me again: "I love you!"
One year ago in a hospital bed in provo Utah I proposed to the best man at the weirdest, most romantic place on earth, juste because a few weeks ago I figured out that I had never been loved before and I had never loved someone until now. One year ago I asked this man with the biggest heart and biggest knowledge of how to put people he loves first, make them feel special and worth everything.
One year ago he said "yes".......
I am so grateful Derek that you did, that a year later you are still here, loves me, put me first, makes me feel special, worth everything and makes me feel like the beautifulest. I am so happy that we found each other and discover real love together! Derek I am so happy that you said yes! Knowing that you choose me, were willing to fight a life time for me and with me, made my heart "dares" to grow bigger. I love you more and more everyday! I look forward to our hole life together and I look forward to all of our journeys and adventures sickness and illness. My heart dares to love as big as you dares to! I love you Derek Garfield who is now my husband!
 
Derek make me tomato soup! jan/feb2012
 
Me one of the times in the hospital! februari 2012

WHEN the ring we orded came Derek took me up on a mountin and proposed "properly" in swedish and we could onces again say say to US and to LOVE!
 
 
 
I am sick and happy, Derek is only tierd for staying up with me all night but he is happy! :D

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